Kotoko

For some reason I'm not really moving forward
Even though my schedule was perfectly planned out...
Just what was I doing today?
Burying those kind of itchy questions
Throughout my room, I can't even breath
Even though when I open the door, I'm glad that I did it

I'm alone and surrounded by worthless displays and prejudices
I'm rolled up in them
Even though I promised that I wouldn't cry

If you're sad then it's alright to cry with all your might
It's alright to mourn so much that it's embarrassing
To the point that you get tired of crying
Even the words "It's alright to forget"
If the wind erases them
It's alright to remember that they'll change into un-eraseable stars

There's not much that I can do
But this is the only thing that I can't give up!
Though I awkwardly cried out so much that, ahh...I'm surprised

God doesn't look the other way quite enough
He gave me a sense of defeat, and I don't know why

If you're frustrated then it's alright to cry with all your might
Your first time tasting tears that miserably wet your lips
If you know, then you can't think that it doesn't matter
When you encounter a tall hurdle
Throwing out your chest, they can be changed into wings that can fly

The day that I encountered excitement in my heart
The day that I waved goodbye
And the radiance that accumulates
I thought to myself that there's no way that I would forget them
When it comes to the feelings that were grasping a hold of my heart
I'll pack them into my tear colored bag

It's alright to give in with all your might now
I'm waiting until you can feel
Naturally good
It's alright to force a smile
It's alright to look back sometimes
It's alright to remember, forever and ever
Until you're satisfied

And you'll change...you can fly in the blue sky
With wings of sadness