Gackt

The memory of youth that I, who am corrupted
Saw in the light, is even now too far away
In the darkness, I cried your name many times
In this endless era, you are all that I have

Not even able to atone, I lock myself away
All I can do is pray...my sadness will not heal

I plucked a wet leaf of a hydrangea
It floats in a puddle, and I remember you

In the twilight after the rain, I could faintly hear the steam whistle of a far off ship
For some reason I'm sad about it

If I can't be forgiven, then I hope everything disappears
The pain and the suffering, to a world where it doesn't matter

Not even able to atone, I lock myself away
All I can do is pray...my sadness will not heal
Your voice that I heard from the gently crying sky
I can't see it, smiling, and on the verge of tears...

The memory of youth that I saw in the light
Even a soundless smile now makes me happy
Even then, which I we can't go back to
We were smiling