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October rain feels sharper than July's
And it smells of broken ties
Pain cries "Revolution nigh !"

I always hope to live my future with values
But I sometimes an excuse
"Escape" is what I choose

How many years were you singing in tears,
Just hoping surface cheers would someday disappear ?
How many years were you drowning in beers,
And hoped your sins would be clear ?

* At times I'm colored with irrationality, I'm going to be an adult
Looking through the moonlight, is a crumbling lie
Is this life a detour?

A sigh is my necklace, my clenched first will some day feel warmth
The light pierces my shaking shoulder, overflowing tears, is that a twinkle in my future?

How many nights were you shivering in frights,
Just hoping surface success would fall from the height?
How many nights have you been far from the fights,
And hoped your luck would be mighty?

** The question that I ask to the starry sky in my hand is blurred
Why, every laughing eye winks without smiles?
Why, every providence feels me with doubt?
Astrodynamics, makes us all turn tricks!

*** Why, every night do I feel inside out?
Why, every Moon makes me a Man of doubt?
Why, every laughing eye winks without smiles?
Is that a way to survive, or not?
Astrodynamics makes us all turn tricks!

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