Tsuchiya Anna

For a countless number of nights, I've prayed that tomorrow wouldn't come
Having lost my love and my dreams, pounded by the rain, I'm crying...

What is it that I need to be able to live as myself
Unadorned, like this
I don't even believe in myself, what should I believe in?
The answer is so close that I can't even see it

Black tears flow
There is nothing for me, it's all too sad
I can't even form words
Pain shoots throughout my body
I can't stand being alone

Tired from crying in the middle of the night, my face isn't how I imagined it to be
Hiding my weaknesses, I'm going to stop making up smiles...

Isn't living as yourself, unadorned
The hardest thing to do in this world?
If it's from you, it doesn't matter if it's not something tangible
I don't need something that's broken

Black tears flow, and even though I cry out
Tomorrow will come with a face that I don't know
And I'll run into the same pain
If those kinds of days are going to keep continuing on
I want to disappear far away
Even though I know that's selfish of me...

Black tears flow
There is nothing for me, it's all too sad
I can't even form words
Pain shoots throughout my body
I can't stand being alone

Black tears flow, and even though I cry out
Tomorrow will come with a face that I don't know
And I'll run into the same pain
If those kinds of days are going to keep continuing on
I want to disappear far away
Even though I know that's selfish of me...