Do As Infinity

The swing sways
It shakes as though it's laughing
The moonlight shines down in the park
And I see myself from back on that day

Throwing up on
The last train
And hanging my head
On the way home

On the way down the big hill
Happy looking light
Comes through the windows
Of the old apartments

The lights, like my dreams
Disappear
One by one

The swing sways
It shakes as though it's laughing
The moonlight shines down in the park
And I see myself from back on that day

My mom saw me off
To the local tran station
When the cold country wind blows
I remember that

I didn't end up
Talking to my dad after all
I thought that our lifestyles
Were just too different

I can't make myself aware of
Me pretending to be strong
And of my own mistakes

The swing sways
It shakes as though it's laughing
Even though I was young and alone
I believed that I had been burned

"Mom, don't make me cry"
Are the words that I say
To the answering machine

The swing sways
It shakes as though it's laughing
I see you from back on that day
And you give young me a little push

I'm going back to how I was on that day

I want to be how I was on that day